Our Guatemalan adoption has stalled out lately. We’re now on day 43 of Referral Wait. The thing is, our agency – named For This Child – has this absurd policy that childless couples who have the audacity to request a specific gender for their first child get to stay on the bottom of the list. That’s right; we stay there.

This means that even though we’ve been waiting 43 days, and someone submits all of their adoption paperwork tomorrow and does NOT specify a gender preference, they immediately move ahead of us in line. Then if a girl becomes available, they will get that referral before us. Likewise, if there is a new a couple who already has a boy, but wants a girl, they also jump ahead of us in the referral list.

As I said, absurd. Apparently this policy is driven entirely by the whims of the agency’s director and not by any actual accepted formula for referral waiting lists. All other agencies we’ve talked too laughed until tears when they heard this, saying it was insane. Of course, For This Child keeps this pecking order a secret until you’ve signed a contract and handed over $6,000. If I had known about this, I would have never signed with them.

Now we just wait and hope enough girls get put up for adoption in Guatemala that we eventually make it to the top of this list. This could be in two weeks, or it could be in two months – we have no idea. Too many variables in play for anyone to make an accurate guess as to when we’d be at the top.

If any of you out there are planning to do an adoption, make sure you join an agency with a first-come, first-serve policy instead of one driven by some nebulous set of values.